Tuesday, September 26, 2017

It Matters... Talking Nonsense...

In life, I learn that you can't make everyone happy.
I want people who I know and care feels happy most of time at least.. but by the time, I learn it's impossible to do.
One person to another person have a different standard of their own happiness. One person would be happy to just eat sweet cake, another don't like sweet cake but prefer a salty snack to make them happy. So you know, it's not always the same.
And then we will learn to act differently, so buy a sweet cake for A and buy salty snack for B, so both of them are happy... and then you realize you have no money left to buy yourself anything.. uhmm.. but if seeing them happy makes you happy then it's worth it, right?

and then you keep on doing that.. if you are so 'mr/mrs. nice 2017', you will have no regret, you are willing to do, it's not your burden, their happiness is your happiness.
But if you are just an average human being.. After all that's how God created us, the way we are. Selfishness is human nature, put yourself first. It's okey to be the one who is the happiest sometimes, right..
So instead of giving the last money you have on your wallet to buy sweet and salty snack. What about you buy something you really want instead?? be happy!! it's OK!! it's not like you are doing it everyday after all

That's it from me on this gloomy day.. waiting something.. don't know what to do.. depressed.. maybe because it's the 'time' already.. feels really gloomy -.-

They said God permits trials according to our ability to endure. But the journey to finally endure it, that's real shit you know.. on this gloomy day.. with my gloomy mood I am talking nonsense.. I become the negative person I am.. most of time  I am positive you know.

I became someone who feels like, life is just hard.. life sucks..  I know I know I am not the only one who suffer but fuck off really -_- I don't care about you and your sorrow.. I'm not hoping for you to care about me as well.

But if life went smooth.. maybe I forgot how to be thankful.. maybe life would be boring.. maybe I become arrogant.. maybe I wouldn't typing this nonsense..
So then I thank God for this sorrow.. for this depressed feeling.. for this unhealthy brain working and heart ache.. -_-.. really.. I am not being sarcastic okey..


To whoever read this till end. You are the real shit in a good way. I mean.. I don't even know there is even someone who read this long blog post with a lot of nonsense sentence with no meaning whatsoever.. no picture.. and you manage to read this till end?.. to whoever you are, you are just wasting your time so.. lol

12 komentar:

  1. Hi! maybe I waste my time as you wrote in the end, but the post is great. It shows that you have not good times now, but I believe that it is not a bad life - just a bad day! :)

    1. Awww thank you dear. The fact that you actually read till end and even gave time to write this nice comment. It give me happiness. Thanks dear :) you are correct it was just a bad day!!

  2. This is so true! You can't make everyone happy!
    xx from Bavaria/Germany, Rena

  3. Wow!!! that's an interesting post!
    Have a happy Sunday!

  4. Great post!

    You have a nice blog!

    Would you like to follow each other? (f4f) Please let me know on my blog with a comment! ;oD

    Have a great day!

    xoxo Jacqueline

  5. Life is easier we believe it is
    have a nice week dear
    New post in my Lifestyle Blog

    1. you are right. if we are happy then life is easier for us


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